I might be an alcoholic.

I might be an alcoholic. Not in the cirrhotic sense, though. Just in the alcohol-is-an-event thing. It excites me, the thought of imbibing. Strange that l was never particularly attracted to it when l was studying in Jadavpur University, a place known for its excesses; especially regarding substance abuse and preening intellectualism. But now, the sure knowledge that l will be absorbing sometime during the day has a warm miasmic effect spreading through my body. Much like the warmth of a good whiskey. I might be drinking tonight. Hic Hic Hooray!